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[January 5th, 2006] |
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Its kind of nice to be back in school. Today we had a sub in hitory, he defff, had a speech impetiment. I know it is mean of me to laugh but I couldnt help it! He was actually mean though, he told me and Acacia to take out the headphones because of no reason, we were dilligently working and keeping quiet, it was stupid! Today, K***** *twitch*, was really annoying. She stole Acacia chair and so I was pissed and I told her,"That is Acacia's chair, " and she said "O well! there is nothing there!" so I said, " Your so one way, if anyone ever took your chair away from you pu tup a big fuss and are rude about it!" and I turned away. I suppose it worked because she got up and got another chair. I put her in her place!
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| Oh what and interesting night! |
[January 3rd, 2006] |
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Today was boring when I woke up, it was a snow day, and those are stupid and boring. Around 11 Acacia made me call her, so I did. Around 1:47 Acacia came over, we chilled, listened to music and myspaced.Then around like oh I dunno 5:32, we started to eat dinner, I taught Acacia how to make garlic bread. It was really good, we ate soup too. So then we kept laughing about many things, finally Acacia said something epic that we both forget, but it caused me to fully piss in my pants! We laughed so hard. It was fucking funny! Ok Im done now, off to laugh some more and maybe if I'm lucky Acacia will piss her pants!
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| {Insert Sucky Song Here} |
[January 2nd, 2006] |
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[Insert sucky song here]
I finished writing a whole entire song, then I realized that it sucked and it didnt flow. I also realized that I dont think my songs are any good, maybe I won't write them anymore. I'll stick to my poetry.
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| Creative thinking about songs again |
[January 1st, 2006] |
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Maybe its a sign
Maybe its a sign how your everything
I want but nothing good for me,
Maybe its a sign how your sorta taken
but never wants to be,
Maybe its a sign how we are so close in a way
but yet so far away.
Could it be that these signs aren't just
unlinked but somehow are
an equation to the way our
relationship equals nothing.
Maybe your a sign to the
beging of something new
A way for me to break out,
because I've always been
told that I'm the rebelious type.
I think these signs are ways to tell
me this isnt going to be
because remember this:
you may be everyhting I want
but you'll always be everyhting thats bad for me.
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| OK |
[December 29th, 2005] |
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Today was most likely the most boring day of my life, you know one of those days where you beg your parents to let you do something but they say "No, you have been out every night this week." I hate these days. So today I sat home and took care of the dog because she is all drugged up from a test she had done. Today is also my cousin's girlfriends birthday. I did nothing, I am bored.
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| This is Good. |
[December 27th, 2005] |
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Wow, I am in a good mood because me and a few friends might go to see The Academy Is... on Febuary 7th in Providence. I have really been wanting to see them because they are great. The only bad thing is that Rachel can't go because her parents won't let her.
I am also really happy because the person I sorta have a crush on just broke up with his girlfriend today. I mean I know I should be like "Oh thats horrible," but im not, I am actually sorta happy, which is sorta mean but i guess its ok.
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| Long couple of days |
[December 26th, 2005] |
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Wow last day of school was cool. we got in the limo, went to the mall. Me and Acacia got sweet new Death Cab shirts from Hot Topic. They are sweet and I am wearing mine on the day we get back from vacation. Then we went to Forever 21 where we lost Bliss, but we found him again. Later on me and Bliss went to find Orange Julius but we got lost on the way back. We went on the carosel and ate food, it was fun. Me and Acacia did not want to watch 40 year old virgin so we did stuff on the computer which was fun. We didnt feel so hott so we both went to sleep listening to her "podular". Then I fell asleep when Lindsay turned it off and said "I feel like a mom putting these two to sleep". We woke up the next day feeling tired so we went outside with tshirts on and stood there. I felt yucky so I was in a wierd mood. Later that night I babysat till 1:30 in the morning, which sucked because I was reaaally tired.
On Christmas Eve the family came over and Louis gave me a glass of alchol and told me it was juice, so I drank it. I got drunk, turned reallly reallly red and got tipsy. It is funny now but before it sucked because I felt like someone boiled me in 500 degree water. So ppl left and I went to sleep. I woke up the next morning with presents to open, I got a new all in one printer docking station, down comfoter and pillows, new computer chair, brand new shaped skis, gift certifacates, clothes and other cool things like purses. We had family dinner at my grandparents and then I went home and tried to sleep but I woke up at 4:00 in the morning and coughed all morning till like 5:30 until I fell back asleep. I woke up this morning at 11:00 cause of the phone and have been bored and tired and yucky feeling ever since.
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| Ahh CW |
[December 21st, 2005] |
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movie star |
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Ahh it is lovely to become part og the Cw crew once again. Me and Acacia do enjoy ourselves. It was quite random when bliss decided to ake me and mr c away and took a picture of me mr c, ms kimballl, niho and some other short kid. I found out today it was for a movie. I think I would be a good actress and all. Anyways, Acacia was messed up and asked me if gnarly was spelt witha k or an n. I just stared at her and strated laughing.
Me and Jess were really lucky today becuase we got to be in mr u's room fro an hour. I used his computer and sat in his...chair(had to put that in cause someone thought I was going to say lap). Today was the eve of christmas break. Tommorow should be fun because me and 10 other ppl are going in a limo for Courtney's sweet 16. Im pretty excited, except ther is one particular person i do not want there, the loquatious vainglory hoe.
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| oh jesus |
[December 21st, 2005] |
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mood |
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 orgasmic(well not really) |
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Today me and Acacia were bored so we started to make orgasmic noises no one even cared until we were informed that we were loud.LOFL
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| Oh good. |
[December 20th, 2005] |
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good |
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Oh good, I like speaking terms, its a good thing.
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| Shit |
[December 18th, 2005] |
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mood |
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 hungover |
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I feel bad that I have ruined my promise to not drink till a while. I broke it last night, poisin of choice: wiskey/vodka. O well, i went home and drank some more. Now I am hungover, it sux.
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| Having Fun |
[December 17th, 2005] |
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mood |
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drunk with happines |
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Oh jeez, Im starting to feel a little bit better from being sick for like the longest time. I almost had a mono scare a couple weeks back. Hopefully I don't have mono, That would be kinda funny, serves me right always sharing drinks with Joe or lollipops with Jessica or pizza with Adam, or gum with ppl, LOLZ. Funnny stuff. LOL I highly doubt its mono, cause if it was I wouldnt be as hyper as I am right now.
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| HEHE |
[December 17th, 2005] |
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 devious |
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Hehe, I just found ALL of my christmas preasents! Except they are all wrapped already =[ O well I guess I'll have to wait till I get to open them. I am so stoked for thursday, because I am getting picked up from school in a fucking LIMO, because it is courtney's sweet 16, then we will head off to the mall, BE JEALOUS! hehe k done.
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| hmm |
[December 16th, 2005] |
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Hmm, I am pondering the idea of setting myslf back on the track of poetry. Sounds gay I know, but me and Acacia inspire eachother, well at least I think so. Today I was thinking of writing a poem about being a loser because I was shopping and I heard to employees talking. It was funny because they were talking about their theories on some complex science thingy. I can think of many reasons "when you know you arent cool" like:
If you enjoy talking about life theories or math theories.
If you like being around your grandparents(not b.c they give you money.
If you are like Corey I. and ask A.P Chemistry questions in Biology.
If you enjoy doing wierd things like homework or wierd hobbies like disecting things or things with microscropes.
^ If you read this and and think of any, comment.
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| You're on My Temporary Thoughts |
[December 15th, 2005] |
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I’m sitting here without a care
Nothing to do anyways
And it doesn’t matter because
I’ve got you on my temporary thoughts.
The way I hurt you hurts me too
In this way I promise you, when
I meet you on the street and you’re married, I’ll be alone
And sorry all because of what I did to you.
[Chorus]
If I had the chance to say I’d say:
I’m sorry for the hurt, I’m sorry
For the pain, I’m sorry for the waste of a summer
summer you gave, I’m sorry how I did it,
but one things for sure, I’m not sorry
that you don’t like me anymore cause
it wasn’t mean to be, you and me.
Every time I see you sign on
I want to talk to you but I know
it's the wrong time and the wrong thing.
Maybe someday, sometimes someplace,
I'll see you and I'll know it's the right time to say:
[Chorus}
Maybe you'll forgive;
most likely you won't,
I understand because
I know what I have done has been wrong.
This song was inspired by the song "Title and Registration" by Death Cab for Cutie. I hope no one flatters themselves thinking this song is for them for any particular reason, because it was written by myself, in light of several diffrent people and several diffrent people's actions. If I find anyone who took this song from me I will be mad.
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| Whoot whoot |
[December 8th, 2005] |
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Ya Ha, tomorow is friday I am so excited, I have the nutcracka to see, and then on saturday I have COTILION, might I add that I am gunna be sexy, ok im good.
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| Total Bitchface |
[December 8th, 2005] |
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WOW, K***** is a total Bitchface. OK so I was in speech with Rach, Acacia, Jess, and that Bitchface. She was singing one of those fukcing annoying songs from chorus that no one likes to hear and I happend to say.."Woooh I am so sick of that stupid song!." Quote, I mean word for word, vebatim, no add ins, well u get the pix "Ugh, Ashley I wish you could like never talk to me ever again because it would make my day better, uhh thanx!" <I thouhgt I was going to punch her, actually if you ask Jess she'll tell you that she had to tell me not to cause I was going to. HOW RUDE can a person be? Oh and to top it off, several periods later she asks in the most unapolagetic voice if I would forgive her, and to boot in front of Ms. Cronin so of course I did my "YUUUUP" (in the most frustrated voice) and walked away. Even Acacia was like wow how rude was that!
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| HAHA |
[November 27th, 2005] |
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OH NO!!!! Wes has shaved all his hair off and died it blonde nowit will not be wierd and ironic when me nad acacia sing the emo song and he walks bye and stares at up frekishly. UGHHH this now ruins the rest of school until he possibly decides that gangsta isnt his look. O well we can still sing it cant we? Yes we are going to sing it anyways. Hehe we had to memeroize a poem for Speech i asked mr.c if it would be alright if i could memorize the song i must be emo, he said "Ms. Reichert i belive i told you that ur poem must be pg13 and it could not be a song!" that made me sad...O WELL!
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| Games |
[November 27th, 2005] |
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tired |
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Have you ever liked someone a little and they always seemed to be the sideline player? You know the one who is fun and kind of quirky but you don’t really want to be seen with? Well I hate how there are 3 major players right now, and one bench warmer. The bench warmer is that kind of quirky one who isn’t so great at the game but is good to have around. The other three out on the field, 1, 2 and 3 all have their problems.
1 is kind of cute slightly annoying and sarcastic but that is what draws you to him; he will always be the one you don’t really have a shot with.
2is also pretty cute a little more than 1 but he also has his flaws, although he is romantic and quite suave, he is the one who tends to be a major faker and cheater.
3, well no one knows about three, he’s the mysterious guy you have always wanted and of course he has been the one you are drawn to the most and he has told you "I am attracted to you" but then leaves you in the dark.
My bench warmer, we met sort of by accident, kind of awkward but we have become friends, he’s the one who isn’t very experienced and is kind of the black sheep compared to the other guys. I know he has a crush on me but I don’t really have those kind of feelings for him, or maybe I do and I am afraid to let them out I really do not know.
See romance and intimacy is always just a game, lately I have been playing the game with my own rules, hurting those who get in my way with me leading them then dropping them as soon as they warm up. I don’t understand why but I guess it is just me playing the game the only way I know how. So far I have gotten over 1 and beginning to forget about 3 while 2, I just met yesterday and am trying not to get too attached. And my bench warmer has no status because he’s the one who is sitting there hopping that once one of those players are out that he can jump on in.
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[November 10th, 2005] |
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Ok so this is cool today we had a sub thank god, brooke was out! Anyways i had play practice which sucked major cause we were supposed to be of book but because i am lazy i decided not to do it. Ok so im pretty mad over here cause like everything is yucky except for the fact that we just go t anew puppy, Chloe, shes cute and small but fat so we call her pudgy.
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